forever, · is · never · too · long · to · wait · for · something · perfect..

it's been like forever since i've written.
yet sara's back to ambsterdam.
and it sucks, and i hate it and want to cry.
anywho, things have been a-okay lately.
i'm working, and sometimes i actually love my job.
i get wayyy to attached to the people there though.
i'm currently single again.
right now i'm hating it.
i got so used to like, loving it.
but then i met a boy, and it got ruined.
[not blaming it on you dear, not at all]
anywho, my past entries
were when i talked to this boy.
oh and i was dating this other boy
and no longer do i talk to this one boy
and the whole dating that one other boy, yea prolly not n shit.
i still miss steven
and i miss the summer
things were so, so good then.
i was so happy.
not that i'm not happy right now.
but like i had a life.
all i do is work now.
i never see sara.
nor any of my other friends.
but back to summer; it was soo joyful.
me, sara, steven & mike.
and although i don't talk to mike
and i kinda have this hatred for him.
i do miss all of us hanging out.
i can't answer why though.
i need like, something completely new.
i new relationship.
something maybe similar to my first, when it was good.
and better than my last two relationships.
someone whos not a fucking touch hole.
who actually has somewhat of a personality behind them.
who can make me smile, just by like looking at me.
yeah it'd be nice.
but i live in oswego.
and there's not much to offer here. bahahaha.
kay, dawson's back on
therefore, goodnight..

sara, dear.
imissyou.
&steven.
&mikehughes.
&otherpeople.
&faggots, you can die:]
kbye.